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dreaming to make reality Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 09:36 pm
this is for you and only you
cause only you could make me feel this way
all the starlight nights
in my dreams could not compare
and every second im with out you
is a second i wait
so if im not with you
why should i stay awake
sliping into dreams i find you
and dance under the starlight glow of your eyse
beauty truly is in the eyes of the beholder
so from my eyes to my lips
i swear i wont let you go
ill map out the star
and plain every step to this dance
plot ever course exact
untill the day you stand in front of me
where just your words can move me
and in this moment i swear i can see eternity
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: garden statement- hidden in plain view

what came first the music or the misery Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 02:10 pm
SEL-CONCLUSION

fade in start the scene
enter beautiful girl
but things are not what they seem
as we sit at the edge of the world
excuse me sir but i had planes to die tonight
oh and you are directly in my way
and i bet your gonna say its not right
my reply
excuse me miss but do you have the slightest clue
of exactly what you just said to me
and exactly who your talking to
she said i dont care
you dont even know me
i said i know
but id like to change that soon hopefully
and we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
see the trick is your never suppose to act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets
you make it sound so easy to be alive
but tell me how am i suppose to size this day
when everything inside of me has died
my reply
trust me girl i know your legs are pleading to leap
but i offer you this easy choice
instead of dying live with me
she said are you crazy you dont even know me
i said i know
but id like to change that soon hopefully
and we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
see the trick is your never suppose to act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets
i would be lying if i said things would never get rough
and all this clichie motivation would never be enough
i could stand here all night trying to convince you
but what good would that do
my offer stands and you must choose
alright you win
but i only give you one night
to prove yourself to be better then my attempt at flight
i swear to god if you hurt me i will leap
i will toss myself off these very cliffs
and youll never see it coming
said oh precious i know what your going threw
cause ten minutes before you got here i was gonna jump too
and we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
see the trick is your never suppose to act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: so cold i can see my breath- emery

Jun. 29th, 2005 @ 03:40 pm
you know there's a million fine looking women in the world but they dont all bring you lasagna most of them just cheat on you- kevin smith
Current Music: self-conclusion- the spill canvas

im not saying that im not breaking some hearts tonight girl Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 10:25 pm
where to begain the last two weeks ive gone to al. the first week i went to visit kayla and courney and al teh cool kids down there and copland was playing that weekend as well so i got to see them for the second time they get better everytime then the next weekend i went with zach to see mae, the academy is.., jamisonparker and days away the academy is was hands down the best band i love those guys and mae was amazing as i figured and it was alot of fun i love road trips then last night i went to see the rocket summer at the skate park and i loved it they were amazing im so glad i got to see them live there prob. one of my favorite bands and i even got to go on stage and sing the last song it was an amazing time zach and darla went with me i love those kids and auston was up there i havent seen him in weeks so that was awsome this summer is going better then i thought it would but this fall is gonna suck austons going away for college and zach will go back to his college so both of my best freinds will be gone ill be so alone but im sure ill make new freinds theres always a bright side to everything i just have to find the bright side to this it will come i know it right now im just enjoying life and all teh twist and turns that come with it so i guess i wasted enough of your time talking about nothing so untill next time

laters
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: La Vendetta Dulce- we are lions

Jun. 6th, 2005 @ 09:41 pm
"treasures"
night has found its way here
and all i can hear
are memories shrill and clear
like today a man had his way
and stole what i made
he saw that i was sincere
so use me up, then throw me away
build your careers and freindships
quote end quote, and frankly im ashamed
that i left my name on here lips
cus when it is, theyll swear it is
so ill fall asleep
and try not to think twice
about all things that forever will
kick me down these steps for being too nice
cus everyones searching for treasure
and they just dig dig dig
until they cant get out
dying dirty diggin for treasure
but as for me im giving up
and ill take my bow
and focus on my treasure forever
yes i know that my treasure is heaven
- the rocket summer
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: relax relapse- panic! at the disco
Other entries
» it was a straight-faced lie i believed, it was a straight-faced lie you would ever leave me
so i just came back from alabama and it was awesome fri i saw copland and they were awesome as always then sat i got to drive around with some really cool kids that town is beautiful and has so much more stuff to do in it thanks for showing me around town kayla it was awsome and it just shows me how much memphis sucks anyway now im home and im glad zach just got back from school so i can finally hangout with him again ive missed that kid but me and him may be going back to alabama next sat to see mae, the academy is, and jamisonparker i hope i can that will be an awesome show we will see i guess anyway i think thats about all i have to say until next time


later kids
» from my head, from my heart itrs true
where to begin the last week has been awesome like nothing i have ever had before yeah i worked and hung out with friends but there is so much more and its so strange how wonderful it is even though i cant put into words what it is or what im feeling every word i hang on wanting more like a drug addict wanting his fix im addicted but i dont want help please dont help me just give me more just dont say goodbye stay a little longer talk a little more 3 minutes turn into 3 hours in the blink of an eye and we both dont know how it got this far but why fight what we already know to be the best thing oh how a smile can go so far and how one word after another moves me yes you have moved me closer to you and id be lying if i said i didnt like it so this is how we chose to live heartfelt jumping off cliffs just to see if the other is faithful enough to catch you well let me but the first to jump cause im sure i want regret a thing and if you will just catch me once i want even let you fall
» its the night life that gets them off
so i flew across the country
just to find your broken word
like the drywall in the bathroom
of the hotel room she left me in alone
excuse me while i let your secretes out
does it comfort you to think about
how wonderful it was up until now
cause this is closure once and for all
this has to stop right now
cause ive been running for my life
and you could never catch me now
so i guess ill get going
ive got better topics now
and im off to find some blank pages
to right all of this down
because these ones have been dirtied
with the mentioning of you
and you know i wouldnt say i hate you
if it wasnt true
because your the talk of the town now
and everybodys found it out
cause this is closure once and for all
this has to stop right now
cause ive been running for my life
and you could never catch me now
so i guess ill cut my losses
cause ive lost a lot
i guess ill quit complaining
and ill start walking it off
because there is no point in living
in a past with that unhappiness
consider it a promise we both broke
consider it mistakes on both parts
cause this is closure once and for all
this has to stop right now
cause ive been running for my life
and you could never catch me now
» if you still dont know how we roll it goes...
this week has kicked ass i hope the whole summer is like this that is all
» your my best kept secret and my biggest mistake
"your heart is big enough for two, and apparently so is his bed"
the look in your eyes is barely recognizable
or so it seems to be
attracted to everything
within reach of a whisper
who are you thinking of
when you put on your makeup
and who are you forgetting
when you go and dye your hair
no need for lying eyes
cause your the talk of this here town
and everyone has figured you out
yes you are a bullet in the heart
and a message never sent
we were doomed from the start
but ill make sure my arrow
hits its mark
so who are you thinking of
when you put on your makeup
and who are you forgetting
when you go and dye your hair

the sex, the smokes
the lines you spoke
i bet it made you feel...
i bet it made you feel...
and its no lie if you believe it
its no mistake if its repeated
i bet it made you feel...
the sex, the smokes
(its no lie if you believe it)
the lines you spoke
(its no mistake if its repeated)
i bet it made you feel oh so poetic
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