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look it up and buy the cd when it is out through me or the artist Feb. 26th, 2006 @ 02:56 pm
"the leaving interlude"

the road im on
is heading straight into the sunrise
i wounder how long until i drip
drip to the earth
but would i leave a stain
or just dissolve never to be heard from again
but i know you, but i know you
collect me in a jar
and carry me in your pocket
no matter how far
and il last through the years
until you turn grey
and in accordance with your last wishes
ill be placed in your grave
-awesome sounds like austin
Current Music: the leaveing interlude-awesome sounds like austin

Feb. 10th, 2006 @ 12:21 pm
FLOWERS IN THE ATTIC

i started driveing
and just went straight
not stoping for anything
if i could get as far as this car would take me
where would i be
as these thoughts flood my head
let me drown so i can breath again
this is the way we are
and the things that we need
the life you live based on the dreams we dreamed
as it all distorts and blurs in slow motion
this is the process of finding out who we realy are
as i stop at the red light
how many times are we waiting just to go nowhere
and how many red light mistakes must we make
till we know the difference
in what we want and what we need
as these thoughts flood in my head
let me drown so i can breath again
this is the way we are
and the things we need
the life you live based on the dreams we dream
this is the process of finding out who we realy are
this is the silence we all take for grandted
this is the shades of color in your lovers eyes
should i break the silence
by pouring these thoughts outta my head
Current Music: hey im a ghost-sullivan

we fell fast Nov. 17th, 2005 @ 10:18 pm
"the script called for a liar"

well i drew you a heart
you put it on your shelf
thats so ironic
its were you put mine as well
collecting dust and waiting to be broken
no more games
i can not play
anymore hide and seek with your emotions
im tired of running around
i dont want to want you anymore
(its a fever you cant sweat out
its a cold with out a cure
its all you gave to me)
your words scrap through my veins
and run through my head
was it love or lust
that brought us to this dance
with such awkward steps
and no motion
except the beating of are hearts
that cant slow down
we cant slow down
and i dont want to want you anymore
(its a fever you cant sweat out
its a cold with out a cure
its all you ever gave to me)
we all wish to
turn are scars into stars
and watch them fall
wishing upon
just hoping for change
(your eyes are medication
to the open wound
we cant keep out
we can not heal)
Current Music: a barrel tapped at both ends- the morning of

Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 03:18 pm
"how do i love the let me count the scars"

your eyes they shine
and i cant take the light so bright
all i see is sunspots and cured roads
the bridge i jumped and the lake that filled my lungs
all cause of you, all cause of you
kill the lights
and let my hands stray down upon your waist
just leave them there
while this kiss lingers on
youll lead me on, lead me on
i cant speak for you
but i can say ive never felt this way before
avert disaster just before it happens
avoid collisions and skid marks that planed them
just to end up in this tragedy
kill the lights
and let my hands stray down upon your waist
just leave them there
as this kiss lingers on
youll lead me on, lead me on
speak now or forever hold
the peaces of my heart that held you dear
(i can do this, i can do this
i can play pretend)
your so beautiful but your more beautiful
down the scope of a gun
(pull the trigger and my heart will mend)
Current Music: i want to hear you sad- the early novembers

i write sins not tragediess Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 03:03 pm
"i am fire"

walking away from your ashes
i burned you down
using your letters as kindling
i set you aflame
and i laugh when you scream
im so use to it now
after so long of screaming
i am ready, i am fire
i am all youve ever wanted
(these burn marks and my scars
arent all that i gave for you)
your words stick in my veins like an iv
so calibrate the stars
to reconstruct my broken heart
that never knew the difference
between life or death and everything in between
your diamond eyes cant shine when there closed
and i laughed when you scream
im so use to it now
after so long of screaming
(i cant forgive i cant forget)
i am ready, i am fire
i am all youve ever wanted
(these burn marks and my scars
arent all that i gave for you)
Current Music: cute is what we aim for- teasing to please
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"would you erase me"

soak my clothes in gasoline
light a match and watch me burn
somehow seems less painful then your words
that ive hung onto for weeks on end
tonight i cut myself loose
from all that binds me
and holds me in your arms
darling if im a dream
then your the dreamer
i hope you cant sleep a wink
with out thinking of me
to bleed away the pain
ill be taking back my heart
so i can bury it along with these dreams
and a years worth of sleepless nights
is all i get in return
and the nights i do sleep
i die in my dreams and in your arms
tonight i cut myself loose
from all that binds me
and holds me in your arms
darling if im the dream
then your a dreamer
i hope you cant sleep a wink
with out thinking of me
i give up, you win, do with me what you will
if im a dream, your a dreamer
» when my heart attacks dont return it...it will fire right back
"tiny particles v.s. tiny cracks"

these are words for the used up and useless
college life is not all that it seems
so wake me when im older
and old enough to..
breath in a moment
take a second for reflection
see what were made of
cause were all searching to
turn our scares into stars
and watch them fall
wishing upon
hoping for change
and lying is the most fun a girl can have
with her clothes on
but these boys prefer the latter
we all blame the opposite sex
for the mess we create
but these indifferences are our own
so tap tap tap your toes to the rhythm
and move move move your body to the beat
of a movement thats already started
i think i started something
think i started something
and i cant tell you which way to go
all i know is when you get there
i hope youll find me
and in this moment i swear i see eternity
but does it want me
» remixed
"Kiss Me Im A Pirate"

if i live to see...
i couldnt believe my eyes
the wind still echos
repeating all your lies
paint are silence
like a fading sunset
a shipwreck...
a castaway...
we live in open wounds
not knowing what we do
to ourself as much as you
if i live to see...
i couldnt believe my eyes
your words are simply weapons
barrie them inside of my heart
and X marks the spot were beauty lies
attention men
shes been drinking again
mix the rum and gin with the kerosene
make sure she goes down with the ship
mix the rum and gin with the kerosene
make sure she goes down with the ship
and X marks the spot were beauty lies
» show me how to feel nothing
"Kiss me im a pirate"

if i live to see...
i couldnt believe my eyes
the wind still echos
repeating all your lies
paint are silence
like a fading sunset
a shipwreck...
a castaway...
we live in open wounds
not knowing what we do
to ourself as much as you
were all living to die
stop everything
she has a pulse
alls well that ends well
well ill end this right not
X marks the spot
where beauty lies
if i live to see...
i couldnt believe my eyes
we live in open wounds
not knowing what we do
to ourself as much as you
» take these misunderstandings and send them back where they came from
"To the girl who never loved me"

off the mark target missed
i get up and walk away
not knowing if i should try again
would my words get in my way
sometimes you can try your best
still you end up with nothing but
what you started out with
sometimes it seems hopeless
i keep trying even though i know
it might not get me anywhere
i have been here for awhile bet you didnt notice
to caught up in your self
need a vacation from your life
stop and smell the roses
but be careful of there thorns
if i gathered up the nerve
to tell you how i feel
would i walk away not knowing
if my words feel on death ears
cause i can try my best
and still end up with
nothing but what i started out with
it will not be hopeless
i keep trying even though i know
it might not get me anywhere
i have been here for awhile
bet you didnt notice
to caught up in yourself
need a vacation from your life
stop and smell the roses
just be careful of there thorns
i have no hope, i have no hope
im third and long i have no hope
fourth and one im way to close
to give this up
or should i try to risk it all
one more time, one more time
third and long i have no hope
fourth and one im way too close
to give this up
or should i try to risk it all
one more time
may i have your attention please
cause i am only gonna say this one
i hate repeating my self
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